HEALTH :: ASHAMED (OF BEING BORN)

https://i.hlth.band/ashamed DIRECTED BY: JOHN FAMIGLIETTI + JAMES KID CINEMATOGRAPHY BY: JAMES KID EDITED BY: JOHN FAMIGLIETTI PRODUCED BY: PAT LASCU COLORING: SARAH LONDON FILMED ON LOCATION AT ANIME EXPO AND DRAGONCON 2.0.2.3. ASHAMED I know I shouldn’t have come here But I got nowhere to go I know I shouldn’t call after dark anymore But I got no one… No one in this world I can’t change You can’t change for me I can’t look at your face (No one in this world) They can’t blame you… For blaming me I’ve got nothing to say I’m ashamed of being born I’m ashamed of being born I know shouldn’t beg you anymore… But I’ve got no way to go on I know I’m too young to die… But I’m old enough now… With no one in this world I can’t change You can’t change for me (No one in this world) I can’t look at your face (No one in this world) They can’t blame you For blaming me (No one in this world) I’ve got nothing to say I’m ashamed of being born (Nobody else, nobody else… got nobody else) I’m ashamed of being born (OF BEING BORN) We see the body… How long left in me? We the morning… We’re all wearing down We see the body… How long left in me ? We see the body… Still as a stone now How long left in me? How long left in me? Still as a stone now How long?

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19 thoughts on “HEALTH :: ASHAMED (OF BEING BORN)”

  1. The song feels like it’s a ballad from a middle aged man to his parents whom he feels no longer love him because he never married and had a family of his own, and the music video seems like the next logical step to that, in that John is trying desperately to pick up chicks at an anime convention, but none of them wanna fvck.

  2. 2023 has been one of the most challenging years of my life. Spending my entire life around people yet seemingly never made any meaningful connections with anyone. And now that I lost what little family I had left I’m now completely alone in the world. So as I’m going through my routine of going to work then returning to my empty home I just stuck wondering on how long can I keep going and feel a sense of shame that I couldn’t have been a person that could just be “normal” and make friendships and relationships just like everyone around me seemed to be able to do. Thanks for the song and music video that resonates me in ways I never thought possible.

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